Freely
Thought Christianity
This material could not be developed were it not for a directly
experienced and personal relationship with Christ. Certain
details of that
are in the section on Anthroposphy, but the main personal elements are
in my small book:
*Biographical
Necessity.
beadwork by the author
- representing the sublime and delicate power of love as can be
found
in the endlessly pulsing moral and generous streaming heart and blood
of the individual human being -
some final words
As I did recently with my
anthroposophical work, I have decided to bring to a kind of finish my
work on Christianity, in a similar fashion. This situation
began during Easter Week of 2015, when on the Tuesday, I felt called to
be more "aggressive" as it were as regards reaching out to Christians
about my experiences and research work regarding the Second
Coming. Following that Tuesday experience, I decided to go to the
church my girl friend attends - a local Episcopalian church called: St.
Lukes. I read up on the church history,
subscribed to the monthly American Episcopalian newspaper,
and after attending for a while, sent a little letter about my
experiences of the Second Coming, and 9 copies of my book "the Way of
the Fool" to the members of the Vestry (a kind of local ruling
body). There has been almost no response. This copied what
had happened when I originally wrote "the Way of the Fool" in 2003-4,
following which I sent three dozen copies to various Christian
seminaries and other institutions. There was basically no
response.
As part of this activity with the Episcopal Church, I
also began to subscribe to Sojourner's Magazine. After reading a
few issues I wrote a small article about the Second Coming: Meeting the
true Second Coming - the tale of a modern heresy. Before
submitting it, I contemplated the situation for several weeks, and
decided to send five of my books, as well as that essay to them, as a
kind of last act of outreach to Christians. This has been
done. Either there will be a response or not. For me the
important matter is that I have gone "all in" in what was, to me, the
right way.
some early preliminary thoughts
Imagine, for the moment, that the
Second Coming is actually happening, in fact it began in the early 20th
Century. Further, imagine that this "true Second Coming" (the
Shepherds' name for this event) has another name, a Kings'-stream name
(see essay below, "
shepherds
and kings"). That Kings' name is: "the Return of Christ in
the Ethereal". The Shepherds have Faith:
Blessed are those that have not seen and
yet believe. The Kings have both Faith and Gnosis - see "
the Way of the Fool",
also below. What is the "Ethereal"?
The Ethereal is the realm of the Light: "
Let there be Light" and
"In It (the Word) was Life and the Life
was the Light of the World". Light is actually invisible -
we only "see" color. So are our Thoughts - these too are
"invisible". What Rudolf Steiner called the
Thought-World,
can also be called the Ethereal World (or in the Gospels:
Clouds of Glory).
Christ has then returned not in the physical, but in the invisible
ethereal world of Life, which we can enter through the
narrow gate of our awake
thinking. In this way, the evolutionary-cultural stream of the
Churches - of the Shepherds and Faith - is related to Anthroposophy -
the evolutionary-cultural stream of the Kings and Gnosis.
There is also then, in addition to a true Second Coming in the
Ethereal, or in the world of Life and Light and Thought, a Second
Eucharist. See the first essay in my
Living Thinking in Action,
which is called:
The Meaning of
Earth Existence in the Age of the Consciousness Soul, for
details. A more conscious path to this experience is described in
a second essay:
In Joyous
Celebration of the Soul Art and Music of Discipleship.
Both essays are included in "
the Way of the Fool",
"
New Wine", and "
The Art of God",
as well as "
American
Anthroposophy" This sublime second sacrament arises when the
individual human being consciously takes hold of his or her personal
moral authority, as described by Christ here, Matthew 26: 36-40:
“Teacher,
which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your
God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your
mind.’[a] This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is
like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets
hang on these two commandments.”
In the Acts of the Apostles this is
called: Holy Breath, for when we seek to be moral, after our own
individual insight and intuition, Christ breathes His Life Forces onto
the slumbering ember of our moral heart, giving then this gift of the
Second Eucharist in the form of Life (Holy Breath) Forces that do not
demand any other content but that which we choose to create out of our
own generous ans selfless heart. Our will to be moral is aided,
as a gift, - a gift concerning which we are mostly unconscious.
Although, we can wake up here and have an experience of this subtle and
delicate
Presence of Fullness and
Fullness of Presence. If we awake to this gift of Holy
Breath, we can then directly and personally experience the Return of
Christ in Clouds of Glory.
Our artists see this clearly, and Clint Eastwood made two movies which
deal very precisely with this inner struggle to author the Good out of
our own thinking: Million Dollar Baby, and Gran Torino. Many know
of this true Second Coming, not just anthroposophists. See
reference to the Moody Blues below. Here is a link to their
"Second Coming" song on Youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hprKBU9btN8
If you are concerned about certain kinds of ideas in Science, here is
my essay on the problems of the Life and the Light and Space:
The Misconception of
Cosmic Space As Appears In the Ideas of Modern Astronomy - and as
contained in the understandably limited thinking embodied in the
conceptions of the nature of parallax and redshift
Support for this can be found
from
another direction (see there the section "animations" - especially the
third one, then the second one and then the first one), where it is
made clear that the solar system and the sun move, not according to
laws of circular motion, but as vortexs - something common to all "
living
systems". Even the idea of "destruction" (the first video) on
this website is about living processes, where the creator of these
videos does not yet fully appreciating "dying and becoming".
These videos, on the votex movement of the solar system and the galaxy,
give a decent introduction coming from a more materialistic assumption
to the idea in my essay on Cosmic Space as the realm of the Life and
Light forces of the Creation - the idea that the Plane at Infinity is a
wholly different kind of Space then that which we experience in the
Realm of the Earth. Read that essay for details.
- the material below is mostly
organized with the newest first and the oldest last ... mostly -
Sex, Porn and the
Return of the Divine Feminine.
Why I am running for the
"office" of Pope of the Roman Catholic Church.
(a single asterisk below means that a copy of the book (or essay) can
be bought at cost at my Internet book store: Joel Wendt's Theory of
Everything Emporium)
*The Mystery of
Evil in the Light of the Sermon on the Mount - a companion work to
The Art of God, going into more details than possible in that book as
regards the nature of Evil and of the Threefold Double-Complex
*The Art of
God:
an actual Theory of Everything. A
challenge to the Theory of Evolution and the Big Bang, by offering A
Theory of God and its details as a fully accurate and realistic Theory
of Everything
[two essays
representing an unusual "review" of
this book by Elizabeth Ancrum MacKensie - for her new
website, "Christian Esotericism at Tibby Fowler's Bothy", go here]
*the Way of the Fool: the
conscious development of our human character, and the future* of
Christianity, both to be born out of the natural union of Faith and
Gnosis {A reconsideration of the meaning of
Christian practice for the future, based upon recognizing that beliefs
alone (without actually following the Teachings of Christ), disable us
from really understanding ourselves, our lives, the teachings, the
Incarnation or the times in which we live. The Second Coming has
already happened in the Ethereal World, the nearest spiritual world,
one in which we already participate in our moral thinking, via a Second
Eucharist. In this book one will be led to proving this for
themselves.}
*/**Bicycles {A sad child
is visited by an Angel on Christmas eve ... the book version below has
the story and a lot of empty pages, so that the child to whom the book
is read can create their own pictures and draw them right in and around
the text}
the gift of the
word - some verse on the hidden wealth in speaking and writing ...
*/**The
Natural Christian: the world is full of people whose heart is
Christian through and through, but who cannot, with good justification,
grant themselves this name, for that name has been stolen by others
(includes Bicycles)
*New Wine: foundational essays out
of a Science of the Spirit, in support of the coming living
metamorphosis of Christianity
(material in this book that is
listed elsewhere is preceded by a double asterisk. If there is a
single asterisk indicating it can be purchased, but it is also in New
Wine, that will involve */** showing both connections)
shepherds and kings: an
essay I sent to the Harvard Divinity School Theological Review.
They rejected it.
I'm either doing
something very right or something very wrong.
the
redemption of hate - singing on Easter Morning, 2011
**The
Coming Metamorphosis of Christianity (introduction to a new set of
video themes)
Healing the Insanity of Psychiatric Medicines
and Practice (included in the book New Wine): an
overview look at certain underlying problems in the fundamental
institutional thinking in that aspect of our social life related to
so-called mental illnesses.
Does
God Exist? - a wizard's point of view - A look at some
of the underlying (and overlooked) questions in the debate over
evolution between religion and science.
**The
Quiet Suffering of Nature: an essay on the need for the
environmental movement to begin to regain communion with the Being of
Nature, so as to know, not only what environmentalists want, but what
Nature wants, as well.
**The
Idea of Mind : in the early 1990's I undertook to come to
terms with certain ideas then beginning to circulate in the field of
neurophysiology concerning the relationship between mind and brain
chemistry. Since my own experience as a Christian meditator
contradicted the leading ideas, which attributed mind to brain
physiology, and nothing more, I wrote this essay as an effort to
contribute to the ongoing work in the study of consciousness.
**A Matter of Death:
a short essay on the question of what is death.
**a small
meditation on the spiritual path pioneered by Ralph Waldo
Emerson, including a report of some practical applications - this
was an address given on the occasion of the 200th aniversary of
Emerson's birth, at the Concord School of Philosophy - May 25th, 2003,
under the auspices of the Center for America Studies at Concord MA.
Youtube
videos on Christianity - oral versions of much of the above
material (read from papers as an experiment, and possibly very boring):
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLB7BB5650E768CB38
Then
there's the Moody Blues... see this
essay, Hymns to the
Consciousness Soul,
"When the white
eagle of the North is flying overhead,
The browns, reds,
and golds of Autumn lie in the gutter, dead.
Remember then,
that summer birds with wings of fire flaying
Came to witness
spring's new hope, born of leaves decaying.
Just as new life
will come from death, love will come at leisure.
Love of love, love
of life and giving without measure
Gives in return a
wondrous yearn of a promise almost seen.
Live
hand-in-hand and together we'll stand on the threshold of a dream.
Here
are the lyrics to the Moody Blues "One Step Into the Light",
keeping in mind what was said above
about the Light
One step into the
light, one step away from night
It's the hardest step you're gonna take
The ship to take you there, is waiting at the head
Of the stairs that lead up through your opened mind
Above the dark despair, shines a light that we can share
Close your eyes and look up in between your brows
Then slowly breathing in, feel the life force streaming in
Hold it there, then send it back to him
All the old things are returning
Cosmic circles ever turning
All the truth we've been yearning for
Life is our savior, savior, savior, save your soul
The river of living breath, is flowing through the sun
He was there before the earth began
The world will drag on you, use his love to pull you through
Find the mission of your life and start to be
All the old things are returning
Cosmic circles ever turning
All the truth we've been yearning for
Life is our savior, savior, savior, save your soul
There's one thing I can do, play my Mellotron for you
Try to blow away your city blues
Your dreams are not unfound, get your feet back on the ground
The truth will set us free, we cannot lose, we cannot lose
We cannot lose, we just have to choose, we cannot lose