Bitter Medicine*
Saving Anthroposophy from the Anthrposophical Society and Movement
by Joel A. Wendt
*this title is from a comment by William Bento in his
review of my book American
Anthroposophy
Words are tools of communication. One person's experience of Anthroposophy
will naturally be different from another's. Each needs to be part of the larger conversation.
Will some perceptions be better? Perhaps, and perhaps not. Perhaps the best will
always be our own. This is my part
...
from the interior of this article:
"...even Steiner lamented in Awakening
to Community (lecture three, Feb. 6th,
1923), on the consequences of failing (which has happened) to properly
take up The Philosophy of Spiritual Activity (or Freedom): "The way it should be read is with attention to the fact
that it brings one to a wholly different way of thinking and willing
and looking at things....The trouble is that The Philosophy of Freedom
has not been read in the different way I have been describing.
That is the point, and a point that must be sharply stressed if
the development of the Anthroposophical Society is not to fall far
behind that of anthroposophy itself. If it does fall behind,
anthroposophy's conveyance through the Society will result in its being
completely misunderstood, and its only fruit will be endless conflict!""
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*
This essay may seem
to contain the idea that something is wrong with the work being done in
the Anthroposophical Society and Movement. This is not really the
way I see the situation. Rather we are involved in an effort to
incarnate something - let us call this something Anthroposophy. This Anthroposophy is something new in human evolution. It is opposed
by those Beings whose work is meant to give opposition - that is to
resist something. This resistance is crucial, for only with this
resistance does the I of the human being, during its earthly existence,
find something to push against so as to become awake to itself.
The resistance is necessary in order that the I exercise its essential being - to have to struggle to manifest
its ultimate core, which Rudolf Steiner called: the Christ Impulse.
This Opposition to the incarnation of Anthroposophy is/has been more successful from within the Society and
Movement, than from without. Our weaknesses (the beam in our own
eye) are more dangerous to the incarnation of Anthroposphy than are the weaknesses of the world (the splinter in
theirs). We, as a community of anthroposophists, tend to act is
if we know something when we do not, and we ignore knowledge we have.
To oversimplify: we know there exists what might be called
an awake and free mind (one that achieves what Steiner sought for us to
achieve through his book The
Philosophy of Freedom); and, at the same time
we ignore those influences that come to us from our yet semi-conscious
mind - the mind before it awakes from its unfree state.
Our natural unfree state has consequences
in just how accurately we believe we understand what Steiner taught, or
how well we appreciate the errors of thought we introduce into our view
of the world because of our natural unfree condition. Our unfree
state is an intended condition. It is connected to karma, and to
the rules and nature of the underlying problems we recognize as the
evolution of consciousness. The very idea of the evolution of conscious presupposes progress from one state of mind
to a more developed state. Steiner spoke of these when he
described certain future states of consciousness as being dependent
upon our willing them into existence.
This Anthroposophy (the free state of mind, as will be developed in detail
later) is then a new human capacity (and not the only
coming capacity), that is to be born via the Christ Impulse.
In the First Leading Thought Steiner described it as "a
path of knowledge". The I has to strive to incarnate this new
capacity into human civilization. This essay is about that
striving and that struggle to incarnate Anthroposophy, into human beings and thus into human civilization.
Such a process, as it unfolds in human history, does not
arrive at its full development immediately, or all at once.
Steiner's work, and the work of anthroposophists in the
20th Century, was not any ultimate result (which would then continue
for all time as any kind of tradition or established Way, or even a
particular point of view), but rather a difficult, yet essential,
foundational beginning.
We then (in the 21st Century) are in the
first part of the middle of this multi-Century process. Moreover,
within the slow continuous
passage of the torch of this task to younger generations, consciousness
itself continues to evolve. Steiner, by necessity, had to speak
and write mostly in the language of the Intellectual Soul and to people
who were themselves mostly unable yet to manifest the Consciousness
Soul. Our phase (in the 21st Century) is to move from
Intellectual Soul language, to Consciousness Soul language - to build a
bridge as it were.
The Intellectual Soul language is more
ideal/conceptual, and by its nature has to borrow some of its imagery
from the world of the senses. The Consciousness Soul
language is more experiential and concrete, and tries to make direct
reference to inner states of consciousness. For Steiner,
the sublime experiences he endured in order to create for us the
ideal/conceptual language of Spiritual Science, bear little
relationship to the terms he gave us for our understanding. Our
Consciousness Soul language too must be generated from experiences, but
at the same time will be less ideal/conceptual and more experiential
and concrete. The following paragraphs will hopefully provide
some examples. This trans-formative passage from the
ideal/conceptual to the experiential/concrete is part of the incarnation process of Anthroposophy - a movement
from the more heavenly toward the more earthly and fully incarnate.
It is a simple fact that most individuals
consider themselves good. If they have a degree of spiritual
maturity, they will recognize that they are also flawed. St. Paul
is said to have written something like this: That good which I would do, I
often can not do; and, that evil I would not do, I often yet still do.
The future maturation of the
Anthroposophical Society and Movement, as a truly spiritual organism,
requires the confession that this applies to us. We try hard to
do good, and we often fail. This essay is about understanding
some of these failures in a way that enables us to find the next steps
in our shared striving to bring forward this particular good - the
incarnation of Anthroposophy, as a free* state of mind.
*[This free state of mind is quite
different from the idea of liberation - or enlightenment - which comes
to us from the cultural East. This idea of liberation from the
East has its roots in a spirit recollection of the primordial state of
consciousness, prior to the full incarnation of the ego, or the I -
this perception of the nature of the I being a central concept in
Steiner's experiences. The
Eastern view compares our present ego state with their ancient and
traditional recollection of the previous nature of the ego, prior to
the full impact of Christ's Incarnation on the underlying nature of the
ego itself. The ego we possess today is not that ancient ego,
which difference results in most systems of enlightenment being
atavistic in nature - that is there tendency is to move the soul toward
its prior
conditions or states of being and not toward its essential and true
potential future as an
expression of the Christ Impulse. There are many additional
nuances that can't be discussed here for reasons of time and space,
regarding which the present paragraph should be considered inadequate.]
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*
Recently the News for Members contained a
review of my book American
Anthroposophy. While I was quite happy
to have that book reviewed by my long time friend William Bento (at his
own initiative), I confess I was not completely satisfied with how
William represented that work. He clearly put his own stamp on
its meaning, but for me this resulted in the absence of the mention
of material that I had considered the most important in the writing of
that book. In part to rectify that situation - that is to
represent the book in a more adequate or whole fashion - I have written this essay. But that is
secondary, for the primary matter to be discussed here concerns the
future of Anthroposophy, which will depend upon the material below being given a
serious hearing among the members and friends.
The book American
Anthroposophy was the culmination of over
three decades of inner work and reflection on the nature of Anthroposophy, and on the current state of its practice among members
and friends of the Society. The first anthroposophist to whom I
shared aspects of my biography (Mary Rubach, in 1981), remarked that in
her view I was born an anthroposophist. In point of fact, I had
been moving in the direction of fully conscious introspective work for
almost seven years before even meeting Steiner through his books in
1978.
As an eventual consequence of this work
of introspection, one of the tragic elements of my encounter with the
Society and Movement was to discover the absence of actual evidence of
living and true introspective practice (in the mood of Steiner's The
Philosophy of Freedom - or Spiritual Activity,
and
A
Theory
of
Knowledge Implicit in Goethe's World
Conception). Regardless of how
carefully I looked for it, I could not find it in the circles of
anthroposophical practice. In study groups, and in lectures, in
conferences and in publications, there was an almost complete lack of
understanding of the implications of the
problem
of
knowledge*, or how it was that Anthroposophy was itself distinct from the content of Spiritual
Science. Nor could I find an adequate appreciation of how it was
that Anthroposophy, as an idea or concept, or as a practice, needed to be
understood. In a room of ten so-called anthroposophists, one
could easily get ten different definitions.
*[As early as 1972 my biography
confronted me with the need to understand and appreciate the
relationship between my thought and my experiences, especially in the
light of my conscience. It was Life itself that asked the
question - one need not always come to Anthroposophy via Steiner.]
One could ask how such a judgment
(concerning the absence in anthroposophical circles of introspective
practices) might be made, which is a quite legitimate question.
The simple fact is that both above books contain very specific
kinds of ideas and vocabulary, and the absence, of those concepts and
terms in the conversations and the writings of anthroposophists,
reveals that this material has not been adequately studied.
Moreover, those who actually work deeply with those books,
as suggested above by Steiner in the quote from Awakening
to Community, no longer think
and will in the same way as before. The general
absence of these ideas and terms, as rooted in an actual new experience
of willing and thinking, was then (beginning for me as far back as
1980) observed in all my encounters with the Society's conversations
and writings, and still can be observed even today.
Yes, there were tiny places where I would
eventually discover individuals (Barfield, Kuhlewind, Ben-Aharon,
Gordienko etc.) that had made the journey to follow in Steiner's own
path of development, as set out in the above books, but the central
problem he resolved - the problem of knowledge - was not only still a
mystery to ordinary anthroposophists, but it is hardly spoken of from
out of the circles of leadership in Dornach or in the Councils in
America. Let me now review that problem - the
problem
of
knowledge - so that the reader of
this might better grasp my meaning here. For Anthroposophy is the answer to that problem, and upon understanding
this the whole future ability, of the Society and Movement* to actually
properly represent Anthroposophy to the world,
depends.
*[I am using the term Movement here to
mean the gesture of Spiritual Science as it moves through the social
world of humanity, as fostered by the Society. There is
another way to use the term Movement, and that is to mean or make
reference to the supersensible School of Michael. These two, the
supersensible school and the social gesture, are related at the level
of inspiration between the Spiritual World and the Social World of
humanity, but they are not identical.]
First some history:
Steiner's biography intersected the
culmination in the 19th Century of the impulses of natural science, and
the materialism that had been infecting humanity for centuries, which
materialism Steiner was later to characterize as: the Ahrimanic
Deception*. The spiritual destiny of Western Civilization, and
its influence on the whole world, was in large part meant to carry
humanity to a moment of crisis, where direct personal knowledge of the spirit was to be so completely lost, that
individual human beings were to feel, as Time Magazine was to ask in
1966: Is God Dead? Steiner described these facts with references
to the end of the Age of the Kali Yuga in 1899, and the beginning of
the Age of Michael in 1879. The End of the Kali Yuga is the
culmination of a eons long descent into matter that resulted in
completely severing our original relationship to the Divine. The
latest regency of Michael as Time Spirit marks the beginning of a
certain phase of the counter-gesture - the movement toward
reintegration with the Divine out of human freedom.
*[I would prefer the term enchantment to deception, but that is more of an artistic choice than a purely
factual or scientific choice.]
This was a crucial stage in the Evolution
of Consciousness, for only in that arid inner desert of The End of
Faith (as the writer Sam Harris was to put it
from his point of view) could the I of the human being discover the
forces within
itself, out of which an authentic hunger for
knowledge and experience of the Spirit could be reborn. The Gods
meant to set us free, and free we had become (under the influence of
the Ahrimanic - Deception - Enchantment - materialism in all its
forms).
Steiner, in fact, came to characterize the impulse to Anthroposophy, in the First Leading Thought, as a hunger. "Anthroposophy is a path of
knowledge, to guide the Spiritual in the human being to the Spiritual
in the universe. ... Hence only they can be anthroposophists who feel
certain questions on the nature of man and the universe as an elemental
need of life, just as one feels hunger and thirst."
Only in the stark aloneness of the
spiritually isolated individual self, could the want be freely formed by the I to once more have knowledge - as direct experience - of the Spirit.
Unfortunately, what I had come to observe
among anthroposophists was that they were trying to satisfy this
hunger, not in the sense of knowledge as direct experience, but mostly
in a secondary and derivative fashion through the reading of Steiner's
works. Let us not, by the way, consider it any kind of grievous
flaw that such an approach became common. Rudolf Steiner had
stated that if certain tasks were not accomplished by the membership
during his lifetime, karma would hold sway - that is, after his death
the karma of the members would be the dominate influence, rather than
be overcome by the profound and free spiritual activity which he taught
and urged. Keep in mind that true Anthroposophy - as the inner solution to the problem of knowledge -
can only be incarnated socially in stages over a few centuries (a
few individuals can advance ahead of this wave front in the evolution
of consciousness, but a wider general evocation of the capacity of
Anthroposophy will take considerable time).
After Steiner's crossing over into the
spiritual world in 1925, the Vorstand fell into inner conflict (karma
held sway), and ultimately the National Societies split from the
General Anthroposophical Society as Europe itself succumbed to the
forces of Opposition, which sought thereby to crucify and entomb the
Central European (mostly German) Spirit. With this fall from
Grace, the Society and Movement then lost the ability to grasp, with
the proper consciousness, the Michaelic Cosmic Intelligence Steiner had
known and shared, such that following World War Two only isolated
individuals could become true anthroposophists.
At the beginning of his life's work, as
Steiner was maturing as a thinker, the underlying Spirit of Natural Science itself represented an emerging aspect
of the Christ Impulse. Steiner even remarked, in The
Philosophy of Freedom, that Darwinian
evolution, if followed out to its ultimate observable human conclusion,
would lead to ethical individualism: "Ethical individualism, then,
is the crowning feature of the edifice that Darwin and Haeckel have
striven to build for natural science. It is [a]
spiritualized theory of evolution carried over into moral life." [Chapter 12, The
Philosophy of Freedom] Yet, among
anthroposophists, this remark itself has not been full understood and
appreciated. We need to discover why.
When Steiner began this work, he started
in a very specific place, because he could see through his own direct
experience, and his understanding of the time, that this place was the place at which the central
spiritual/ethical problem for the I could begin to be tackled. This was the place and the time the
modern existential problem of knowledge was most profoundly present -
at the end of the 19th Century, and so Steiner's earliest three books,
except for GA 1,
(the two above as well as Truth and
Knowledge - his slightly reworked
dissertation) concerned what in the field of philosophy was the problem
of epistemology or knowledge (i.e. GA 2, GA 3, and GA 4). He was
later to remark that all
that he did subsequently as a spiritual researcher was grounded in
those works, and further that all* of Anthroposophy was (in a
way) contained in his book The
Philosophy of Freedom.
*[from a conversation between Steiner and
Walter Johannes Stein in 1922: “ I asked Rudolf Steiner: 'What will remain of your work
thousands of years from now?' He replied:'Nothing
but
The
Philosophy
of Freedom. But in it everything else is
contained. If one realizes the act of
freedom described there, one can discover the whole content of anthroposophy.'
“. Part of the reason he said "nothing", is because he knew that his terminology, as presented
as the content of Spiritual Science, would not last because it did not
actually accord with true spiritual experience. This language was
a created artifact, produced in order to help people understand basic
structural relationships within the organism of the spiritual world
(e.g. the organization of spiritual hierarchies, the relationships of
folk spirits to spirits of personality and form and so forth).
We could make an analogy with an x-ray of a human being,
that only grasps the most rigid and dense elements, and leaves out the
more living parts; and, more crucially, it leaves aside the
completely non-physical experienced nature of the consciousness of the
human being. In a like way the teachings of Spiritual Science,
conveyed through specific choices as to terms, mostly presented the fixed structure of the relationships of the Beings of the spiritual
world. Steiner could tell us the bare outline of what Michael or
Ahriman intended, but not provide for us what it felt like to experience via Inspiration and/or Intuition, the true
nature of these Beings and the qualitative sublime nature and/or power
of these intentions. Please recall how often he actually said
that most of spiritual experience could not be
conveyed by language.]
What is
the problem of knowledge?
As Steiner has pointed out to us, human
consciousness is so inserted into the world, between birth and death,
that its (the world as a totality, including ourselves) fundamental
reality is split* into two pieces: thought and experience, or concept
and percept, are separated from each other. Even our naive
consciousness can become aware of this, for clearly the world
(especially of the senses) and our thoughts about that world, come
toward our I from two different directions. For many people, the
sense world experiences overwhelm the interiority of the I, and the
inmost thoughts are reduced to (or believed to be) of little import (we
have this saying: it
was
only
a thought).
*[This "split" or division is the
intended result of the descent into materialism - the separation of the
developing ego out of, or away from, the Divine.]
To solve the problem of knowledge is to
heal this split while incarnate, and to consciously (as an act of inner
will) bring thought and experience once more into their natural - meant
to be reintegrated - connection. This meaning of Earth Existence, as we noted above, requires the
density of incarnation in order for the I to have something which
resists its efforts. No longer then should we experience: it is only a thought, for thought is Spirit. Steiner even
wrote of this in Occult
Science in reference to the above two basic
books on thinking activity, as follows: One who wholeheartedly
pursues the train of thought indicated in these books is already in the
spiritual world; only it makes itself known to
him as a thought-world.
The retired Christian Community priest
and author of the book The Other
America: the West in the Light of Spiritual Science, Carl Stegmann, characterized this new (living) thinking (that results from achieving the goal
of The Philosophy of Freedom) as
clair-thinking. Stegmann also said in his last lecture to
his American students before returning to Germany in 1985, that the
split in the Society was the result of people not knowing what to do
now that Steiner had died. Instead, spoke Stegmann, of looking
for him where he presently was, across the threshold, most looked for him in the
residue of his past - his lectures and writings.
Unfortunately, for the Society and
Movement, few have followed this path of clair-thinking or direct
knowledge, which was Steiner's own path. The scientific
introspection (soul-observation) is not practiced, and most in the
Society and Movement spend a great deal of their time reading the works
of Rudolf Steiner to the exclusion of true introspective
investigations. As a consequence it is not even known to the
members and friends what the significance is of the act of reading, as
distinct from an act of original thinking.
Without a practical grounding in the arts of introspection
(soul-observation), much true self-knowledge will escape our perception.
To repeat and reemphasize: The whole
language in which anthroposophists tend to frame their work is
painfully empty of an appreciation of the problem of knowledge, as well
as the role of reading about the Spirit as against direct personal
experience of the Spirit. In addition, we don't appreciate
the confusion that comes when we sit in circles and draw from memory
our favorite Steiner quotes, instead of engaging each other from the
place of the own original thinking out of our I. It is only true
thinking (as understood via Steiner's teachings in the books he wrote
at the beginning of his life's work) that heals the split between
thought and
experience. We can believe we understand all kinds of things
spiritual through reading Steiner, yet never realize in practice our
own spiritual perception in thinking at all.
In a sense, the members and friends of
the Society and Movement (in their present stage of interior
development) have a strong tendency to drown the true thinking of the
own I in a profusion of Steiner-thought to the exclusion of our own
natural wonder about the Spirit and the thought-content that wonder
would produce were we not to over-shackle it to concepts rooted in the
past and entombed in a text. This is not to say that the study of
the content of Spiritual Science is of no moment, just that we need to
not mistake the product of thinking about something we read, from what
thinking can perceive if it strives for original thought about its own
spiritual experiences. The first of these experiences are related
to thinking itself, and for this reason the objective observation of
the own soul is the place this learning must begin. Anthroposophy can not be found in a book - it only exists within our
own souls as a potential activity.
Buried within Steiner's work is an even
more subtle problem connected to the relationship between perception
and thinking. Ultimately (according to Steiner) the I needs to
reach some practical experience of the thinking in perception and the
perception in thinking. This set of terms (thinking in perception and
the perception in thinking), however, is a
ideal way of representing the solution to the problem of knowledge in
concepts - a kind of end-set intellectual soul terminology. It
can confuse the seeker it they expect to immediately arrive there,
without
discovering
or
noticing the details of the journey.
This true thinking, and its related
problems, is unknown to our institutional leadership, otherwise they
would have a great deal to say that they do not say. I recently
(August 2009) wrote a review of
Prokofieff's book: Anthroposophy
and
The
Philosophy
of Freedom, which book
is
so badly thought out, and so full of errors and failures to even begin
to appreciate what was in Steiner's book (The Philsophy of Spiritual
Activity), that (whether knowingly or
not) the most popular leader of our Society and Movement ends up
serving the Opposition, not the Christ.
Now I discussed with Prokofieff the
underlying problem of knowledge, briefly (for about 15 minutes), at the
Ann Arbor Conference in 2005, particularly in the light of the
Gordienko book that was critical of his work (Sergei O.
Prokofieff: Myth and Reality). I
explained to him that I concurred with her observation that he did not
know the Consciousness Soul as an experience or Goetheanism or the
Philosophy of Freedom as an experience. His reply, which had some
instinctive wisdom, was an oblique assent to my comment there
- he said: "None
of us are perfect".
My comments here
are not personal to him and we need to see that Prokofieff, in this
flaw, is really only acting according to the standard of behavior he
was taught as he joined the Society, and is thus simply an archetype or
characteristic-like representative of something that is in general
practice throughout the anthroposophical world-culture. Far too
much of what happens in the Society and Movement tends to oppose the
incarnation of true Anthroposophy, because of the
simple fact that the three-fold double complex is able to derail our
best intentions from within our own souls. You can read details
about this three-fold double complex in my book: American
Anthroposophy (see the essay: The Mystery of Macro and
Micro Evil: the relationship of the Shadow - the three-fold double
complex - to the American Soul), but this
needs to be clear here: Out of our subconscious (where resides not only
the three-fold double complex, but the embryonic super-consciousness as
well) come forces which we cannot awake to or master, unless we travel
the rite of passage that leads toward the healing of the split between
thought and experience. Our karma is to live in an unfree state,
and we can remain asleep to that condition, or learn to awake to it.
It is because we are human and flawed
that errors of thought enter our work, and due to the way social life
itself operates we easily go into a kind of collective sleep with
regard to these shared natural weaknesses. The process of the
incarnation of Anthroposophy requires time, and resting as it does on human action it
will not happen automatically, or without mistakes. We must
eventually learn to do it consciously - we must intend this incarnation
process with full understanding and knowledge of what we are about.
These problems are everywhere in the
Society and Movement precisely because we don't even adequately discuss
the problem of knowledge, must less strive to heal it. This fact
is why it is necessary to write the title to this essay: Bitter Medicine: Saving
Anthroposophy
from the Anthroposophical Society and Movement.
This
fact
is
why (as pointed out at the very beginning of
this essay) even Steiner lamented in Awakening
to Community (lecture three), on the
consequences of failing (which has happened) to properly take up The
Philosophy of Spiritual Activity (or Freedom) - to repeat: "The way it should be read is
with attention to the fact that it brings one to a wholly different way
of thinking and willing and looking at things....The trouble is that
The Philosophy of Freedom has not been read in the different way I have
been describing. That is the point, and a point that must be
sharply stressed if the development of the Anthroposophical Society is
not to fall far behind that of anthroposophy itself. If it does
fall behind, anthroposophy's conveyance through the Society will result
in its being completely misunderstood, and its only fruit will be
endless conflict!"
William Bento's review called the kind of
critical* thinking about the state of the Society and Movement, that is
part of my book: bitter
medicine; and, I suppose it is not something
many will want to willingly taste. At the same time, living
thinking, as discovered on the path of Steiner's books on introspective
science, is absolutely necessary if Steiner's great achievement in
solving the problem of knowledge is not to be lost to humanity for more
than a thousand years, just as Aristotle's works were lost in the
formative days of Western Civilization. If anthroposophists do
not wake up to the fact that many current leading personalities (as
well as most of the members and friends) do not understand** the problem of knowledge, then the Society and
Movement will become the gravest opponent to true Anthroposophy possible.
*[Steiner often reminded his listeners,
that certain remarks he was about to make might appear to be critical,
but that they were instead intended only to represent the truth.
Criticism is not the same as critical thinking, which is a
rigorous examination of the validity of certain propositions or points
of view. To test certain typical thought-forms, common to
anthroposophists, for their logical coherence or factual basis, is to
critically examine their work, not to criticize the personality of the
thinkers.]
**[A giant step forward
is made if we just truly understand the fundamental
questions presented by the problem of knowledge. It is not
necessary to leap immediately to solve it. To know it exists
helps us orient ourselves with greater precision for the next needed
tasks.]
At the same time, wherever Goetheanism
flourishes, a necessary preliminary advancement is made. This
organic thinking, introduced in Steiner's A Theory
of Knowledge Implicit in Goethe's World Conception, is the bedrock for that which we call Goethean Science
(Goetheanism, as the discipline of organic thinking, can also do more
than advance natural science, but that is a whole other subject).
Yet, more people still read Steiner texts than take up making an
adequate acquaintance with the Goethean Science work. In fact,
our publishing houses have tragically let a variety of incredible
works* become out of print, because too many of the leading
personalities in our Society and Movement do not appreciate them, or
encourage their study. Over and over again Steiner texts
are reprinted (often with just new covers and titles, confusing many),
while many remarkable achievements, including Goethean Science, a boon
to the thinking of all anthroposophists, remain invisible (buried in
libraries - what Steiner called Ahriman's preserving jars). In my
book American Anthroposophy, this
problem is discussed in the essay: a letter to a young
anthroposophist, which includes a beginning
list of Goethean Science books which all anthroposophists ought to come
to know and appreciate.
*[Such as Understanding
Our
Fellow
Man:
the judgment of character through trained observation, by Knud Asbjorn Lund, a remarkable discussion of how to
be more effective in our social relationships based on deeper knowledge
of the temperaments.]
From organic thinking, then we go on to The
Philosophy of Freedom (or Spiritual Activity),
which
can
also
be called pure thinking. This
living thinking (or clair-thinking, which is what Anthroposophy is - "Anthroposophy is a path of knowledge...") comes to knowledge of the world of Spirit, when
traveling the path* of The Philosophy of Freedom, although this
experience is of the thought-world. What is this "thought-world"?
*[I will write further on in this essay
more about the other path - the easier one which is most often pursued, in apparent avoidance
of the more difficult one - the path of The
Philosophy of Freedom.]
The thought-world, as a world of pure
concepts*, is an aspect** of the ethereal world, the world of formative
forces, and the world wherein the true Second Coming is available to be
experienced. The thought-world is where most of humanity,
as it instinctively crosses the threshold in the Age of the
Consciousness Soul, begins the journey of the I toward reunification
with the Spirit. It is the first truly spiritual world that
thinking, in that thinking wakes up within itself, can fully and freely
experience. Many people, in various anthroposophical disciplines,
have an opportunity to come to a deeper understanding, and in some
cases even knowledge, of the world of ethereal formative forces, when
working in Anthroposophical Medicine, Biodynamic Agriculture and so
forth, because that work provides concrete examples of the phenomena of
the organic world (the world shaped by the formative forces). Yet
the members of the General Anthroposophical Society do not study the
relevant texts, such as The Plant
Between Sun and Earth, by Adams and Whicher,
because the leadership mostly models for us the primary and mistaken
example of the study of Steiner texts (which leads to their peppering
their lectures mostly with quotes from Rudolf Steiner).
*[A pure concept can be distinguished
from a mental
picture (such as a mental image or
representation of a particular book), and distinguished from a generalized concept (the concept which enables us to recognize books as a
general class of sense objects). The pure concept (bookness) allows us to use the term metaphorically, as
in: Goethe studied the Book of Nature. Ideas were to Steiner, a complex of (pure) concepts, which in the
platonic sense means a spiritual Being. Especially keep in mind
Steiner's admonition, at the end of the original preface to The
Philosophy of Freedom: One
must
be
able
to confront an idea and experience it; otherwise one will
fall into its bondage.]
**[The ethereal world is complicated, and
depends in part, as regards its perception, on what we bring to our initial encounters within it
(true thinking or anthroposophy is an ethereal act). We have an
interest, as it were, a want or a hunger, and this world of mobile
flowing forces (our embryonic conscious will forces encounter the will
forces of Beings there) reacts to our intentions or questions.
The ethereal world being composed of primordial Life in a constant state of becoming something fresh and new,
its fluidic (water-like) nature mirrors and adapts to what touches it. Christ's presence there makes for a particular
quality as well.]
In awakening the will-in-thinking,
through the efforts at practice of The
Philosophy of Freedom (pure thinking) and A Theory
of Knowledge Implicit in Goethe's World Conception (organic thinking), the I builds for itself capacities
that enable it to perceive (clair-thinking) with this true thinking the spiritual
organization of existence as it is reflected in the world of pure
concepts. All experience, whether of the senses, or of the world
of thought, receives this light of knowledge which the I learns to shine upon its objects of thought.
In my book American
Anthroposophy, I come at this problem from
multiple directions in terms of indications regarding introspective
practice, and as well I demonstrated what this light can see when I
took up certain themes of import for all of us (such as the essay
there: The
Natural Transformation of the Anthroposophical Society in America). What William Bento needed to characterize, in
his review, as opinion, was not mere opinion. Introspection enables the I
to makes all kinds of inner distinctions, including whether a view we
hold is a mere belief (opinion), is true understanding, or is real
knowledge. In true living thinking, there is co-participation,
which is clearly experienced, yet never overrides our freedom.
Instead our thinking is given wings in the soul to soar to
heights and dive to depths never before reached without this mutual
communion.
Because of Christ's Presence in the
Ethereal (as an aspect of the true Second Coming), this thought-world
is illuminated as well by this very Presence, but this light (as it
were) comes from behind us. Through the sacrifice of Its own potential
centrality, It shines through us onto the objects of
thought. What we would choose to think is more important to
Christ than His Own Being. Our thinking (directed by our own I)
then is joined/met by His Being, just as He told us (I will be with you until the ends of time). This subtle and delicate presence of Fullness
and fullness of Presence is equally available to ordinary thinking,
whenever ordinary thinking takes up authentic questions regarding
individual moral dilemmas. I describe this meeting in my essay The
Meaning
of
Earth
Existence in the Age of the Consciousness Soul (which is in American
Anthroposophy, as well as my books on
Christianity) as follows:
"...Christ as holy breath breathes upon the slumbering
burning embers of our own good nature, just as we breathe upon a tiny
fire in order to increase its power. He sacrifices His Being into
this breath, which gives Life to the tiny ember-like fire of our moral
heart. The holy breath becomes within the soul of each human
being who asks, seeks and knocks a gift of Living Warmth that enlivens
our own free fire of moral will...
"...The outer world is but a seeming, and what is brought
by the Culture of Media mere pictures of the Stage Setting for the
World Temple that is home to our biographies. When we think away
this outer seeming - this logos formed and maya based sense world, and
concentrate only on the Idea of the moral grace (Life filled holy
breath) we receive and then enact out of the wind warmed fire of
individual moral will - as individual law givers, as the fulfillment of
the law and the prophets - we create this Meaning of Earth Existence. Every act of
moral grace, given greater Life within in the deepest intimacy of our
life of soul, is an ethereal communion with Christ, even though we may
only experience it as what to us is a mere thought of what is the Good
at some moment of need in the biography.
"Christ gives us this Gift, by Grace, freely out of Love,
and with no need that we see Him as its Author. We hunger
inwardly to know what the right thing to do is, and when this hungering
is authentic, we receive Christ's Holy Breath. This does not come
so much as a thought-picture of the Good in response to our questing
spirit, but rather as the contentless breathing substance of
Christ's Being. We are touched (inspired) by Love, and at this
touch we shape that Breath into the thought that we then know. The
nature of its application, and the form in which we incarnate this
thought, is entirely our own. We shape the thought completely out
of our own freedom - our own moral fire of will - for only we can apply
it accurately in the individual circumstances of our lives.
"As the Age of the Consciousness Soul unfolds accompanied
by this Second Eucharist, the Social World of human relationships
begins to light and warm from within. For each free act of moral
grace rests upon this Gift of Christ's Being to us - an ethereal
substance received in the communion within the Temple of the own Soul,
freely given in Love whenever we genuinely: ask, seek and knock during
our search for the Good. Our participation in this Rite, this
trial by Fire leavened by Holy Breath, leads us to the co-creation of
new light and new warmth - the delicate budding and growing point of
co-participated moral deeds out of which the New Jerusalem is slowly
being born.
"This co-creation is entirely inward, a slowly dawning Sun
within the macro Invisible World of Spirit. Moreover, we do it
collectively (as humanity). While each of us contributes our
part, it is our collective conscious celebration of the Second Ethereal
Eucharist (creating the Good) that begins the transubstantiation of the
collective (presently materialized and fallen) thought-world of
humanity into the New Jerusalem."
To return to the bitter medicine:
Anthroposophy is not the content of Spiritual Science, but a method by which spiritual (or any) experience is united with
its thought - that is: by which knowledge
is created* through the union of percept and
concept (or experience and thought). If we study passively only the content of Spiritual Science, via the reading
of Steiner texts, we are not being anthroposophical, but are
rather only involved in creating mere
beliefs (opinions) about the spirit, that
become in the soul a kind religion (dogmatic belief system) that needs
to be called: Steinerism. Again, this is not so much a
flaw, as it is karma that this tragedy exists for so many members and
friends. It is moreover a special kind of karma - a karma
that is to lead us into those errors to which we can awaken and then
overcome. The Opposition, via the doubles, brings us to the pain
of error, just so we can strive and struggle (and thus exercise the I).
*[The object of knowledge is not to repeat in conceptual
form something which already exists, but rather to create a completely new sphere,
which when combined with the world given to our senses constitutes
complete reality. Thus man's highest activity,
his spiritual creativeness, is an organic part of the universal
world-process. The world-process should not be considered a complete,
enclosed totality without this activity. Man is not a passive onlooker
in relation to evolution, merely repeating in mental pictures cosmic
events taking place without his participation; he is the active
co-creator of the world-process, and cognition is the most perfect link
in the organism of the universe. [Emphasis
added] Steiner's Preface in Truth and
Knowledge]
Were we to be less passive and more active as readers (read one book, as Steiner admonished - such
as Theosophy - 50 times, instead
of 50 books once), we can achieve true
understanding of the spirit, but which
understanding yet does not rise to the level of knowledge itself (reading only generates concepts or thoughts, not
percepts or experiences). This understanding becomes a kind
of genuine and testable theory of the Spirit (based
upon the research of the spiritual
scientist), the same way students of natural science learn to understand and later seek to test theories based upon the research
of the natural scientist.
Real knowledge of the Spirit comes only from either the development of
the living (clair-) thinking on the path of Steiner's books on
objective introspection (soul-observation), or through full initiate
clairvoyant perception in the form described in Theosophy, Occult
Science and then Knowledge
of Higher Worlds. The key matter in
almost all cases is whether the questing I arrives at some form of
encounter with the ethereal return of Christ (gradually, through more
and more consciousness of the Second Eucharist via life trials of moral
or character development, or after traversing the encounter with the
Lesser and Greater Guardians of the Threshold (through intense long
term exercises -inner labor - beginning with developing more
consciously the picture-thinking capacity). The path leading to
living thinking, through The
Philosophy of Freedom (Spiritual
Activity), does not exclude full clairvoyance
and the encounter with the Lesser and Greater Guardians, but that
arises subsequent in time, from other additional striving and has its
own unique character.
To repeat: The so-called easier path leading indirectly through the sense world, and
described in detail in Theosophy, Occult
Science and Knowledge
of Higher Worlds, results in living thinking
as well, but as Steiner pointed out near the end of the 5th Chapter of
Occult Science, the other more difficult path - the one
directly through the thinking (as outlined in The
Philosophy of Freedom and A Theory
of Knowledge Implicit in Goethe's World Conception), while more difficult for some, is in fact more exact and more sure.
A main reason for the qualitative
difference between the two paths is the fact that the moral problem
(three steps in character development for each step in spiritual
development) is faced indirectly in Knowledge
of Higher Worlds through a series of
admonitions (suggestions for moral behavior). In The
Philosophy of Freedom the moral problem is
faced directly, through the instructions concerning these three
processes or tasks: moral imagination, moral intuition and moral
technique. Through practicing these three, the I then learns precisely and exactly the
relationship between the moral nature of the human being and all
(including spiritual) experience.
Even ordinary thinking can have some
degree of Christ consciousness, when it authentically takes
responsibility for its own moral actions (outside of rules or
traditions), and thereby comes to experience Moral Grace in the form of
an instinctive sacrament of the Second Eucharist. This is widely
present now as a fundamental potential experience of this Age of the
Consciousness Soul.
Through events that mostly took place in
the 20th Century, the Society and Movement fell away from the
possibility of true Anthroposophy ( direct knowledge of the Spirit) and came to substitute for that potential
knowledge mostly mere beliefs (opinions) about the Spirit, coupled on
occasion with decent understandings (theories) of the Spirit (both
being variations of thoughts and concepts uncoupled from experiences
and percepts - a concept about Christ obtained from reading a Steiner
text is dramatically different from a direct experience of Christ).
This is why I urged in my book, and at
the final plenum at the 2005 Ann Arbor Conference, the need for a true
history of the Society and Movement in the 20th Century. And,
this is why I assert that most current leading personalities of our
institutional social forms, for the most part, lack what is needed to
guide us into the 21st Century. Without an
experience of the problem of knowledge, as
addressed by Steiner from the very beginning of his life's work, there
is no Anthroposophy. Without deep and disciplined introspective
practice (objective soul-observation) there is also no real
understanding of how Anthroposophy is scientific.
To remind us, here again is Steiner about
his book: from a conversation between Steiner and Walter Johannes Stein
in 1922: “ I
asked
Rudolf
Steiner: 'What
will remain of your work thousands of years from now?' He replied:'Nothing but The Philosophy of
Freedom. But in it everything else is
contained. If one realizes
the
act
of
freedom
described there, one can discover the whole
content of anthroposophy.' “ [emphasis added]
A couple of years ago, I was at a Faust
Branch meeting in Fair Oaks, California, where a mature and experienced
woman anthroposophist wondered aloud what it would really be like to
"control" her thoughts, something Steiner often urged as basic
anthroposophical practice. No one spoke, and I, who had been
learning to control my thoughts before even meeting Steiner through his
books, knew of no way to bring forward such a claim in a circle where
everyone seemed to agree that such was too difficult a task. Just
consider the unfree state to which she admits, without even
appreciating the nature and meaning of this normal, to almost all human
beings, condition of consciousness.
I understood then, as I came to
understand my friend William Bento when he put forward his view that
great aspects of my book were opinions, what a great
difficulty it is to know how to truly think in a world where not even
the idea of what that might mean is understood. In the absence of
an appreciation of the problem of knowledge there is no appreciation,
or recognition in others, of the real nature of true Anthroposophy.
Without Anthroposophy as the free act of the union of experience and thought, we cannot
find our way to creating (as did Ben-Aharon with his The
Spiritual Event of the Twentieth Century) the
modern Gospels of the true Second Coming of Christ; or know how to take this beautiful phrase from the
Prologue to the John Gospel: And the Word became Flesh and dwelt among us... and update it to our present relationship to the
true Second Coming, where we can now justly say, from experience:
And the Word became Thought
and dwelt within* us.
*Luke 17: 20-21 "Asked by the Pharisees when
the the kingdom of God was coming he answered: "The kingdom of God
doesn't come with the watching like a hawk, and they don't say, Here it
is, or There it is, because, you know what? the kingdom of God is
inside you."
[emphasis added]
Healing the split between experience and
thought, as an act of freedom based on understanding in practice
Steiner's The Philosophy of Freedom, is
possible for a great many people, and those who shy away from this work
do not really appreciate the consequences. It is not for
ourselves we undertake such work.
In Steiner's A Theory
of Knowledge Implicit in Goethe's World Conception, he points out that there is only one (pure) concept of triangle. This observation needs to be carefully thought
through. What it means, ultimately, is that there is only one thought-content to the world -
an incredibly rich thought-content to be sure, but only one. Each
thinker then apprehends/creates at least parts of the same content,
albeit with a slightly different and individual emphasis.
This is why Steiner, in Occult Science, describes the
experience of the successful practitioner of the science of
soul-observation as an experience of the thought-world.
Obviously thinkers can entertain illusions (under the influence of the realm of what Tomberg called: the False Holy Spirit), or mental pictures and concepts that have no real
world (sense world or spiritual world) referent. Which is why
part of the goal of the Age of the Consciousness Soul is the
apprehension of the true as well as the good (the moral). Here is what I wrote in my essay Concerning
the
Renewal
of
Anthroposophy, copies of which
I handed out for free at the 2004 Annual General Meaning in Detroit:
The
Philosophy of Freedom leads us to a careful and scientific
introspective life. We learn through this activity to distinguish
certain inner processes and activities one from the other. Over
time, we come to an understanding, in practice, of the Consciousness
Soul, which, according to Theosophy, lives in the soul when she attains
the capacity to unite herself with the True and the Good - that is with
the Eternal.
The processes
by which this uniting occurs is different for the True from what it is
for the Good. In a certain sense they are the opposite of each
other.
The Good arrives in our consciousness as an individualized intuition. How we do this is described in the Philosophy, so I won't elaborate that here, except to say that one must, in any case, actually practice moral imagination (consciously framing the moral dilemma), moral intuition (perceiving the answer with the thinking), and moral technique (applying the answer to the actual situation of life) in order to truly know, through experience, what this is about. Merely reading about it is only of the most minimal practical use.
The True, on the other
hand, arrives in our consciousness as a universalized intuition.
To achieve universal intuitions is not something we do on our own
however, but rather requires that we work together, or as Tomberg
describes it: take council together. The True and the universal
is found through uniting - through community, while the Good, in its
particular and real form, is only found alone, via our individuality.
Those who might wonder then about the spiritual experience of the
initiate here, need only to recognize that the community in which the
True is sought need not in all instances be incarnate.
In general, the implications of these
facts is that there is, in addition to the New (living) Thinking, also
what needs to be called: The New Mysteries. We can, if we try, practice these new mysteries in our group work, and the
culmination of this group work - the New Mysteries - is described in Awakening
To Community, in lecture 6, as the reverse cultus.
One of the possible difficulties for most
readers of my book, and perhaps of this essay, is that they cannot yet
actually imagine some of the implications of a real appreciation of the
facts of inner experience that will come to an I that practices true
scientific introspection (soul-observation). The amount of detail
that our I can eventually perceive inwardly is quite considerable, for
the inner world, in which thinking is its center, is rich, perhaps even
more rich than the outer world perceived by the senses.
Yet, for all the rich detail, the real
treasures of true Anthroposophy - of the path of knowledge (or cognition), concern the
training of the will-in-thinking. It ultimately becomes what we can do inwardly that is the most significant accomplishment.
The phrase of Steiner's: it thinks in me, hardly begins
to describe the actual experience. Tomberg's phrase: learn to think on your knees reveals another aspect.
At the same time some people shy away
from Steiner's The
Philosophy of Freedom for healthy instinctive
reasons. It is not the only way to learn to practice scientific
introspection (soul-observation). What will surprise those who
actually try, especially if they are Americans, is just how much they
already actually know. There are reasons Steiner described
Americans as coming to Anthroposophy naturally, and English speakers as instinctively in the Consciousness Soul in their Life of Rights.
The New (living) Thinking needs tasks in order to develop, because the basic moral gesture
underlying living thinking's expression has to be selflessness.
We don't develop the new thinking by thinking for ourselves, but
rather only through thinking for others (three steps in character or
moral development, for each step in spiritual development). These needs of others (other-need) means that what is willing to think in us is related to the needs of someone else. The mother
of a child knows this experience instinctively, when she thinks with
more concern about the child than about her own self.
Another part of this is whether thinking
is modest (thinking
on
our
knees) - that is humble. Those
who sit around our study groups (or write long books and give lofty
lectures) believing they can make great statements about deep spiritual
truths, have lost the connection with this humility (or modesty).
To seek to have grandiose spiritual thoughts is to fail to
understand the point of spirit-oriented thinking entirely (c.f.
Prokofieff's Anthroposophy
and
The
Philosophy
of Freedom).
America is the center of a great battle
with the forces of Opposition, most of which aspects of this battle
manifest in the center of social life, or what we might otherwise call: the
political-legal sphere. This is why Steiner pointed to the
instinct for the Consciousness Soul in English speakers with respect to
the Life of Rights. These great public issues (as opposed
to our own wishes to have more Waldorf Schools or our desire to bring
the world to our doors to share our adoration of things Steiner) are a
call to service for the New Thinking.
The one thought-content of the world is
an unread open book to a thinking which, from its knees, seeks to
find/create new conceptions for dealing with modern social issues.
In the battle with the results of Ahriman's incarnation, true
anthroposophists are uniquely in a position to make certain particular
contributions, as long as they forgo the present day infatuation with
Steiner. There is more to the world, that can be thought,
than that which the Centers of the Institutional Society and Movement
yet imagine. We can also see around us, in the periphery of the
Society and Movement, individuals struggling to manifest instinctively
this new thinking as applied to the great social issues of our time.
For example, the international newsletter, Anthroposophy
World-Wide, perceives small parts of this work, but does not yet fully
understand the underlying spiritual context.
As demonstrations of this potential of true living thinking, I offer my
books on Christianity: the Way of
the Fool: the conscious development of
our human character and the future of Christianity, both to be born out
of the natural union of Faith and Gnosis; and, New Wine: foundational
essays
out
of
a Science of the Spirit, in support of a coming living
metamorphosis of Christianity. As well
my books on the political-legal sphere: Uncommon
Sense: the degeneration, and the
redemption, of political life in America;
and, On the Nature of Public Life: the Soul of a People, the
Spirit of a Nation and the Sacrifices of its Leaders.
As an introduction to the how of living thinking, there are my two essays: The Meaning of Earth
Existence in the Age of the Consciousness Soul;
and,
In Joyous
Celebration of the of the Soul Art and Music of Discipleship. These two essays are in American
Anthroposophy, the Way of
the Fool and New Wine. All this material can be read for free on
my website: Shapes
in
the
Fire, or if you want a
book to hold in
your hand, these can be purchased at my bookstore: Joel
Wendt's
Theory
of
Everything Emporium.
Keep in mind that these works are a
demonstration, and not meant to replace what one does as they develop
their own thinking. Above all, it is our original thought that
needs to flow into the world, for it is that original thought which has
the most life in it. To quote me, or Steiner, or anyone else, is
to offer only dead thought from the dusty library of memory into a
conversation. Original thought, even though often filled (as is
natural in the beginning) with missteps and confusion, still has more
character and more meaning than any quote ever could. That is the
first principle of the reverse cultus - the New Mysteries to be born in
the social: the
offering of our-self into the community of the
conversation. In us is being born the
Christ Impulse, and that, even though young and immature in the
beginning, is what each of us needs from each other. A healthy social life is found only, when in the mirror
of each soul the whole community finds its reflection, and when in the
whole community the virtue of each one is living.
* *
*
under what circumstances is it fruitful to quote
Rudolf
Steiner, or any other person
Obviously people will quote Steiner as
much as they want. The underlying problem (or danger) is actually
simple, for it begins with what basic soul-observation (introspection)
has to say about the inner actions of mind (or spirit) which are
related to the act of quoting another thinker.
The crucial matter is whether we are
actually thinking, truly thinking, in the moment. At the
threshold of true thinking we are confronted by an experience.
Perhaps the experience is just what happens in a discussion in a
group. People speak, and in our souls a variety of thoughts
arise and then fade away as we experience their speaking.
If we are new to anthroposophical
circles, as social beings we will naturally try to imitate what others,
who seem more experienced, do. Of the many thoughts that
arise and fade away, we will tend to only pick and choose those that
help us "fit in". If the group spends a lot of time speaking of
its beliefs and theories of the Spirit, obtained from reading Steiner,
the neophyte will tend to silence, for the language is mostly
unfamiliar, and their own reading of Steiner just beginning.
What this teaches, tragically, is the false idea that being
anthroposophical is about learning to speak Steiner-speak (the terms he created, for the Intellectual Soul, in
order to give us an x-ray-like picture of the densest structural
relationships of the spiritual world).
At this point, Anthroposophy, in its actuality as a gesture of living (or lively)
thinking, is not present at all. Remember, it is the
act
of
freedom* in the thinking that makes
something anthroposophical, not the content.
*[ If one realizes
the
act
of
freedom
described there, one can discover the whole
content of anthroposophy.]
The conversation may actually have been
somewhat predetermined by the in-advance choosing of the theme (study
of a Steiner text, for example). To really appreciate what is at
issue, we can learn to observe under what circumstances a conversation,
among those who consider themselves students of Rudolf Steiner, becomes
lively. When are people the most animated?
What makes people animated (and lively,
because their thoughts are lively) is when they speak of something
about which they care deeply. This is the secret of what Steiner
tried to teach when he spoke of heart-thinking, which is not abstract,
but which is informed with depth of feeling. It is when we speak out of deep feelings, that
the heart plays its role in relationship to the head. The head
still thinks - the difference is just that when we care deeply about
the subject which our original thinking wants to illuminate, there is
more warmth and fire present in the soul, than when our thinking is so
abstract and disconnected from what we are speaking about, that the
absract and disconnected thought is itself cold.
This does not mean we should never refer
to Steiner's thought in conversation. In fact, conversation can
be an excellent place to work at understanding Steiner (at appreciating more deeply our theory
of the
world of spirit). The problems come with: a) the
presumption that we actually appreciate what Steiner meant by his
choice of terms; b) the correlative assumption that his thought is more
significant than our own, or another's; and c) the belief he is always
right. This elevation of Steiner-thought, coupled with a kind of
deification of his human personality, murders the possibility of true
thinking in whatever conversation such attitudes appear.
Most thoughts, born in another's thinking
and then drawn from memory and quoted, tend to be cold. We do get
animated when we want to tell a story, or share an event from life,
which is why at the beginning of meetings people are more animated.
A Steiner-thought that has meant something to us, will be
presented in a lively way, but the life element in that conversational
gesture that quotes Steiner comes from its personal meaning for us, not
from its biblical-like authority. Yet, in our conversations this
liveliness comes and goes, and one can observe that the most frequent
way in which this animation is killed, is when someone quotes Rudolf
Steiner without this personal meaning context. Perhaps some new
person has just told a story from their own experience, and they were
excited to share it, and to put that aspect of the thinking of their
own I into the conversation. Then some supposed anthroposophist
quotes Steiner in a disconnected and abstract way, and the animation in
the conversation fades. The new person deflates (one can see this
actually happen - they sigh, their head droops, and the shoulders slump
and fold over), for what was important to them, and animated their
whole being, has just been trumped by the fake spiritual authority of
the quoter of the great guru.
In writing, quoting Steiner is different.
There is no animation possible (unless one wants to make
the writing very florid). In writing the theme itself has to be
elevated, so that the thinking of the reader can share in that
elevation when they struggle to reproduce in their own minds the
thought-content of the writing. For example, above it was
useful in many places to quote Rudolf Steiner because that would be
familiar territory to the reader, and also keep us to a shared
vocabulary - a vocabulary that would be unnecessary when writing to a
non-anthroposophical audience (see my books on Christianity and
Politics for examples of this).
Here, to begin to end this writing - this
essay, is what my own thinking produced about the reverse cultus - the
New Mysteries:
The Circle
gathers, with one shared intention - to consciously work with the
spirit. No member of the Circle is more important than any other
member. First in silence they recall what Steiner taught about why
Judas had to kiss Christ. The truth at that time in Palestine was
that when crowds gathered to hear teaching, the teaching came from all
those in the circle around Christ. The Christ spirit spoke
through all, first one and then another. For this reason
Judas had to kiss the One who was the center, otherwise the Centurions
would not know whom to arrest.
After this
mood is engendered, in which each recognizes in the other a true source
of spirit presence, the members of the group begin to speak. What
they offer is not a pre-thought theme, about which one may be more
expert than another, but rather the simple feelings of their hearts in
the moment. These heart-felt concerns are the sharing to each other
that opens the hearts to each other. The Circle meets each other
in this art of coming to know each others deepest concerns, which can
(and often will) be entirely personal. This knowing of each other
is a great gift to give and to receive.
In this brief
sharing will begin to emerge the spirit music latent in the coming
conversation, for the co-participating spirit presence knows the truth
of our hearts, and is drawn to these concerns out of the darkness
represented by the Threshold and into the light and warmth of the
sharing. Thus, in acknowledging each other in silence as also true
speakers of the spirit, and then in sharing the true matters of the
heart as exists for each at that moment in time, the Chalice is born in
the Ethereal - in the mutually shared world of thought.
Now comes the
Art of Conversation, the Royal Art.
Here too no
one is better than another for as Christ is quoted in the John Gospel:
"What's born of the flesh is flesh, and what's born of the breath is
breath. Don't be amazed because I told you you have to be born
again. The wind blows where it will and you hear the sound of it,
but you don't know where it comes from or where it goes; it's the same
with everyone born of the breath".
The breath of
spirit blows where It wills, not where we will It.
The Royal Art
is deep indeed and begins (as Tomberg expressed it) by learning to
think on our knees. At the same time, these inner skills of
thinking and listening will have little effect on where the wind blows,
and while the study of The Philosophy of Spiritual Activity may make us
individually more awake inwardly, the will of the spirit presence in
the conversation belongs to that spirit presence, not to us.
So the
conversation proceeds in the heart-warmed Chalice of the shared
experience of the world of thoughts. Each contributes what is
thought in them. Together a weaving of a whole is sought, but no one
can judge whether anyone else's contribution is a needed thread or not.
Often, for example, something, which on the surface seems
antagonistic or oppositional, is precisely what is needed in the moment
to stimulate another in the offering of their part of the whole.
It is
possible then for this circling weaving conversation to rise, in the
nature and the substance of its overall meaning, nearer and nearer to
spiritual other-presence. It will not do, however, to believe
that as the conversation of the members of the group draws near this
other-presence, that It will tell us what is true and good.
That would violate our freedom. The true touch of the
wind in the soul is otherwise in its nature.
In each soul
lie latent embers of spirit recollection, spirit mindfulness and spirit
vision. We are already as thinking spirits, in the spiritual
worlds. What is fostered in the Chalice is something rooted in
the teaching of Christ: Wherever two or more are gathered in my name,
there I am.
He is with us.
Moreover, He
is very interested in what we choose to think, not in our obedience to
Him. Our obedience we owe to our higher self, not to Him - that
is to the Not I, but Christ in me. He loves everyone in the
Circle equally, and observing the latent embers of recollection,
mindfulness and vision within each separate soul, He aids our communion
by breathing on these embers. He gives to each, according to that
individual need, that aspect of His Life which is His Breath - what
John the Baptist in Matthew 3:11 called holy breath. ["Now I
bathe you in the water to change hearts, but the one coming after me is
stronger than me: I'm not big enough to carry his shoes. He
will bathe you in holy breath and fire."]
With His
Breath, during the communion that is the conversation in the Chalice,
the latent embers of our own soul are given Life. Within the
thoughts of each arise that which belongs to each, but which is also
seen by the Love of Christ, and enthused with His Life. We rise
on the moral quality of our will in recognizing the spirit presence in
each other, and in the sharing of the concerns of our hearts; and, as
we do this, the weaving of the thoughts into a whole - still resting on
our own insight and will - is given Eternal Life, in the form of the
good and the true.
Thus
revealing the truth that: "I am with you every day, until the
culmination of time." Matthew 28:20
Do we understand now how there is no
fault that we are incomplete and imperfect? Do we understand that
we couldn't in the beginning fully incarnate Anthroposophy as a new capacity of the I? Do we now see we are
right where we were meant to be, following out our biographies, all the
time supported by the Lord (artist) of Karma? Nothing Steiner
meant to give us has been wasted, or lost. It is not yet buried
in time (although its essence - The
Philosophy of Freedom - could be if we
remain asleep to our real condition).
Yes, there were errors of thought and will be errors of thought in the
future. We will have to struggle. We will have to strive.
We will have to learn more. We will have to give
more.
Is this bitter medicine? Well, real life is hard and painful.
Should we - who want to call ourselves anthroposophists and
students of Rudolf Steiner - have expected anything less as we
begin the spiritual tasks of the 21st Century? In the joining of
his karma to ours, Steiner didn't just accept something of a weight
from us, but also married our striving into the service to the
incarnation of true Anthroposophy, which had for so
long lived in him.
He recognizes even now that we could carry out this work - even after he left the physical sphere of existence. He trusts us. He knows we share the sacraments of the Michael School in our lives between Death and a New Birth. Everyone in the Society and Movement are doing what is and has been called for, even the seeming critics such as myself.
At the same time, the work is not finished. We have not arrived.
We haven't got it yet. We have made errors and need to
notice them and then self-correct. Steiner isn't in the physical
anymore to advise us, although we can seek his present inspiration.
Nor are we to lean anymore on his past thought or on our
claims of his genius. What is to come next is up to us. We
have to stand in the world as anthroposophists, and to rely on the
supposed authority of Steiner is to violate his own wishes in that
regard. The future potential for true Anthroposophy - true appreciation of the problem of knowledge - is our
responsibility, and only the original thought of our own I can create
this future in a healthy way.
Yes, yes, yes! We do all kinds of good work.
Everywhere one can find good work. But until we return the
questions about the problem of knowledge to the center of our seeking,
we will be unable to incarnate into the social world actual Anthroposophy.
To repeat one last time:
"...even Steiner lamented in Awakening
to Community (lecture three), on the
consequences of failing (which has happened) to properly take up The
Philosophy of Spiritual Activity (or Freedom): "The way it should be read is
with attention to the fact that it brings one to a wholly different way
of thinking and willing and looking at things....The trouble is that
The Philosophy of Freedom has not been read in the different way I have
been describing. That is the point, and a point that must be
sharply stressed if the development of the Anthroposophical Society is
not to fall far behind that of anthroposophy itself. If it does
fall behind, anthroposophy's conveyance through the Society will result
in its being completely misunderstood, and its only fruit will be
endless conflict!""
Humanity will have to come to real knowledge of what thought is, in order on this path to find the forces to confront
the influence of Ahriman's incarnation, and to transform materialism.
That task, of knowing and then communicating the real nature of thought, has, up to this point in time, been given to the most
conscious members of the Michael School, which they are to carry out
through the work and struggle to incarnate true Anthroposophy.
In the beginning, we understand this first as a theory of the Spirit,
but ultimately only via practical realization and mastery of the
observation of the territory of the soul through scientific introspection, following
the map that is The
Philosophy of Freedom (or Spiritual Activity),
will
individuals
begin
to play a role in evolution that demonstrates
this knowledge. That book only points a finger in the direction
of the true work, which each student then must learn within their own
soul - discovering there the true freedom from bondage to the fixed
Idea: living thinking - thinking in which thoughts do not coagulate
into dogmas or beliefs, but rather are in a constant state of dying
into a new becoming.
"From the kingdom served by Michael himself Christ
descends to the sphere of the Earth, so as to be there when the
intelligence is wholly with the human individuality. For man will then
feel most strongly the impulse to devote himself to the power which has
made itself fully and completely into the vehicle of intellectuality.
But Christ will be there; through His great sacrifice He will live in
the same sphere in which Ahriman also lives. Man will be able to choose
between Christ and Ahriman. The world will be able to find the
Christ-way in
the evolution of humanity." R.S. Anthroposophical
Leading
Thoughts.
And the Word became Thought
and dwelt within* us.