The Mystery of Macro and Micro Evil
and the relationship of the Shadow
(the double-complex) to the American Soul
[under construction]
I recently had a discussion with a
leading anthroposophical doctor, who was also many years a leader in
the Society as well, and who on the question of the Shadow said to me
that it was his view that I could not speak of such things, without
first discovering and mastering everything Rudolf Steiner said about
the Double and about (I believe) Lucifer and Ahriman.
I found this to be a most incredible
statement, for it seemed to assume that if one was to take up any
subject Rudolf Steiner spoke about, the first path to knowledge of the
matter had to go through him. Since Steiner himself had urged us
again and again to not make him into any kind of authority, I wondered
just what was being said to me by this doctor who has been seen for
many years to be a deep anthroposophist. I found this all the
more peculiar in an anthroposophical doctor, for at the end of the
lecture cycle Spiritual Science and Medicine, Steiner was asked by a
doctor/student what should one do with Paracelsus, whom Steiner had
recommended be studied, Steiner replied that one should think out
things for themselves first, and then go to Paracelsus for
confirmation. My view has been that this is a good approach to
Steiner as well.
This doctor's attitude was also not
something new to my experience, for I had run into similar views many
times during my 25 plus years as an anthroposophist. Basically
this view was that all that we could think, had to be tested against what Steiner had said.
This is, of course, logically impossible.
If taken to the extreme of what it implies, it would suggest that
no one can have a thought about anything since Steiner incarnated.
Further, it represents a view that imagines thinking to be
incapable of having its own direct spiritual connection, independent of
Rudolf Steiner, while at the same time assuming that Steiner never made
an error, never could make an error and ought not ever to be
questioned. (At a recent Branch meeting, a Christian Community Priest
said: we are
never to doubt Rudolf Steiner)
Given the logical absurdity of the
doctor's statement to me, what was in fact living in this point of
view? I would say that it was in fact the Shadow itself speaking
to me, trying mightily to rise out of the doctor's soul on streams of
anxiety and doubt and thus to keep its nature hidden. The Shadow
cannot not bear the light of reasoned examination, or the true
heart-warmth of genuine humor, and will trick us at every turn whenever
we let ourselves sleep inwardly. But this is getting ahead of
ourselves.
Where did the doctor's unconscious
anxiety come from? It came from the fact that he did not know me,
and even though he had read some of my writings, had no basis in his
experience to have confidence in me. But he was asleep as to this
lack of confidence, otherwise that is what he would have said. He
would have said, that if I was to write of the Shadow, I needed to
explain how it was that I felt qualified to speak, for people (such as
himself) would need to be able to have some trust right from the
beginning, otherwise they will believe that all that is said is theory
and Steiner-said - everything but something actually grounded in direct
experience.
This then is where I will begin - with my
experience.
I have practiced introspection for over
35 years now, ever since at age 31 when I underwent a remarkable,
unexpected and spontaneous change of personality. From one
evening on going to sleep to the next morning on awakening, a light - a
new small flame of self-awareness - awoke in my soul that had not been
there before, such that I began to see inwardly (into my own
inwardness) where previously all had been enfolded in the normal
darkness of ordinary consciousness. Lest one think this was a
godsend, let me set the record straight, for it separated me from my
fellows and has since lead to all kinds of troubles and challenges.
To be awake where others are sleep is not always a good thing.
Fortunately, the personality that I was
before the change was grounded in a kind of simple faith, and so in the
beginning I turned to the Gospels in order to understand the meaning of
what I began to observe in my inner life as a consequence of this
spontaneous inner and brighter self awareness.
Seven years later, I met Rudolf Steiner's
writings, and became attracted almost at once to his works on the
science of objective introspection (A Theory of Knowledge
Implicit in Goethe's World Conception, and The Philosophy of Spiritual
Activity). Already naturally
introspective (inwardly awake to the processes of my soul), I now found
the way to make this very alone journey with the aid of scientific
thinking. The main trouble that followed (these things never take
a straightforward course), was that among other anthroposophists, I
found almost no one that was as inwardly awake and as carefully
studying their soul life out of the impulse of an introspection
following the methods of natural science.
Oh, people did read the books on
epistemology, but mostly they absorbed the concepts from the books,
such that they thought about the content of their souls through the
lens of the indications of Steiner, and did not in fact actually look
to their own souls as a book itself that can be studied. Slowly over
time I found myself again at odds with what I had assumed were my
fellow students in Anthroposophy, because we were not actually studying
the same material. I was studying my soul and they were reading
books.
About ten years ago, I ran into a wall in
these studies. I knew a great deal in practice and had written
about it in my essay pragmatic moral psychology (see
my website), but I had not yet met the double (in any kind of obvious
way such that I felt any confidence in describing it as experience that had become
knowledge in my soul). I had read much
about the double, and had all kinds of concepts, but no adequate
experience. I even stopped completely writing a book I was
writing at that time because I did not know what clearly was the next
thing to know. I wasn't even sure that introspection, for all
that I had learned there, could provide this experience, which seemed
to require actual clairvoyant perception.
In this I was wrong. The fact
is that my experience was full of evidence of the double, but this had
eluded me because I had made certain assumptions about what I was to
experience as an aspect of introspection, such that a matter that was
the most intimate aspect of my inner life - the introspective
experience of the Shadow, I had assumed to have one quality, when it in
fact possessed another entirely.
This quality was hidden in the process we
call our inner voice, or sub-vocalization, or which others call discursive thinking (the spirit speaks, the soul hears). The
plain fact was that unless I was consciously directing this inner
speaking (the throat chakra), the unconscious (in part the
double-complex) was using it. To experiment here, simply count
inwardly to yourself up to 23, and then stop and go on to some other
activity, possibly involving movement. While you are doing this
other activity, this inner speaking (the mental chatter we mostly
conceive of as thinking) will continue on its own. There is
a kind of endless commentary about everything that is going on, and
unless we are consciously directing this inner speaking, it is speaking
out of itself, or more precisely out of the presently hidden
sub-conscious and super-conscious elements of soul life.
For someone to whom this is a new idea,
and has little experience with introspection, let me add this concept.
We all know how it is that we can place iron filings on a piece
of paper, underneath which is a magnet. The filings will form
patterns on the paper to line up with the influence of the magnet's
magnetic field. In a like way the double-complex and other
aspects of the soul, both sub-conscious and super-conscious, make
patterns in soul phenomena - patterns that can be observed. When
we think about these patterns, after a time it is thinking itself which
sees (recognizes) the meaning of the various phenomena
as described in this essay.
Now this unconscious soul life is not
just the double-complex (the sub-conscious), for the conscience (the
super-conscious) speaks here as well. In addition, what the John
Gospel calls the
wind (the Holy Spirit) also speaks into our
thinking (recall above the essay: In Joyous Celebration of the
Soul Art and Music of Discipleship).
The whole thing is in fact a kind of inner mystery, and requires
that we pay attention to it (be scientific about our introspective
experiences), otherwise we will miss a great deal that can be observed
in the soul. As another example, just notice the next time
someone seems to have made you angry. Up in intensity goes this
inner chatter, which then tends to take the character of all kinds of
thoughts which are unkind and destructive. If we act out of these
thoughts, we will usually make a mess of things.
If we think it through, we will now
recognize why Steiner so frequently spoke to us about learning control of thoughts. Our will needs to awake in this realm, so that
the unconscious influences become more conscious, the access to our I
by the Shadow is reduced, and our ability to consciously co-participate
with the Holy Spirit (the wind) is able to emerge out
of the general background noise in the soul, because thought is no
longer allowed to be driven out of the hidden depths
(instead becoming a conscious act of the own I). This then
is a basic and essential task in achieving the Living Thinking or what
is sometimes called heart thinking: control of thoughts.
Some will have good instincts about
holding back this endless mental chatter (which the Tibetans call: the oscillation of the citta). We will also here come to a sense of the
difference between the lower ego and the higher ego. That which
appears to introspection in ordinary consciousness as the seemingly
endless flow of mental chatter is a phenomena of the soul. I am
not, by the way, in the immediate above trying to solve all of the
relevant problems. Instead I am simply pointing directly at soul
phenomena that if studied objectively will lead to experiences of the
double-complex in the soul.
All that said, let us now step away, and
come at this more abstractly for a while, instead of so intimately, for
this outer view, with its generalized mental pictures, is needed in
order for us to have a context in which to place the meaning of why we
need to have such an intimate inner companion, the shadow or
double-complex, who is able to use our own inner voice as a vehicle for
temptation and prosecution and other problems, while at the same time
the conscience and the wind have a similar access
to our deepest inner soul realities. In this sense the soul is an
inner mystery temple, which while it has many general characteristics,
is also quite distinctively individual and unique.
Also, keep in mind that once we obtain to a certain degree of control of thoughts (the will-in-thinking) it then becomes possible (again see my essay In Joyous...) for us to begin to learn how to perceive inwardly the voice of temptation (the luciferic double), the voice of inner prosecution (the ahrimanic double) and the influence of the self-created egregorial beings (or better said: the self-generated wounds) in the soul. Further, the lower ego (the I surrounded by the threefold double-complex) becomes able, via the will-in-thinking (control of thoughts), to begin to consciously co-participate with the conscience (the higher ego - which is itself never really separated from the Mystery).
Here is a diagram from my book the Way of the Fool:
Christ Jesus
Guardian Angel
i-Am
[sense world < soul (A/d) < i-AM > (L/d) soul > spiritual world]
human double
(asuras)
the Divine
Mother
Here is another diagram, isolating part
of the first one for special attention:
i-AM
(A/d) < i-Am > (L/d)
human double
We need to keep in mind that the symbols
(the map) is not the territory.
The first diagram represents our general
experiential relationship to the worlds, both inner and outer.
The second diagram represents the structural nature of the
lower and higher egos as they sit within this world of experience.
From within our biographies we experience
the world, mediated on the sense-world side by the ahrimanic double and
the sensory parts of the soul, and mediated on the
spiritual-world side of experience by the luciferic double and the
higher inner perceptual parts of the soul. We are far more awake
to the former (in the sense-world) in this stage of the evolution of
consciousness than we are to the latter (the spiritual-world).
This is an important point, and one of
the reasons the study of Steiner's The
Philosophy of Spiritual Activity is far more
important for the future of Anthroposophy than the study of Knowledge
of Higher Worlds. Only via actual
introspection following the map that is Philosophy do we begin directly with an encounter in the spiritual
worlds. In KHoW our approach is indirect, through the sense world
(a world more informed by Ahriman, who is, in a way a stronger opponent
than is Lucifer).
Further, not one of the spiritual powers,
whether it is Christ, the Divine Mother, Ahriman or Lucifer have direct
access to the social world of the tenth hierarchy. Their only
access is through us. "...the very purpose of our Fifth Post-Atlantean epoch is
that man should become increasingly conscious of what takes effect through him in earthly existence." R.
S. Lucifer and Ahriman [emphasis
added]. This both insures our freedom and our capacity to in the
end master the influence of the Shadow forces, as these pour out of
ourselves onto the shared social world of humanity. As pointed
out above in my article on Ahriman's Incarnation, his power in Nature
no longer quite influences us as directly as before, for the social
world has emancipated itself from the natural world. [It could come to
pass that this situation will change as Western Civilization passes
through its death and then toward a rebirth - such that humanity could
find itself once again deeply integrated with the natural world, albeit
one badly damaged by our excesses.]
The main thing that goes on in the social
world is the biographies of six billion plus human beings. These
are artistically arranged by Christ as Lord of Karma, so that each of
us lives our biographies in the company of those with whom we have
special and very much needed shared striving. Once we incarnate
into the social world of humanity, we are set free of direct
spiritual-world influence, except for the fact of partial excarnation
every night during sleep. This is where needed adjustments can be
made to keep us on track with regard to the goals we have agreed to
experience in our biographies. Here is a great mystery, and
everyone should really only make a judgment about what this means for
them individually, and not concerning any other person.
The double-complex plays a special role
here, for much that the double does is needed in order for us to
experience our karma, fate and then eventually (perhaps) to form our
free destiny. We need the Shadow in earthly life in the same way
we need a physical body. Granted aspects of the
double-complex are similar in kind and nature to immense spiritual
powers, yet Steiner also describes this as a hierarchical
structure of gloves within gloves within gloves - a stepping down of the original Power into something much smaller and
more in tune with the real I. While the double is like Ahriman
and Lucifer, it is ordained to be in a balanced relationship to the
ego, for the freedom of the I is the essential matter.
In the last Lecture to the John Gospel
cycle, Steiner also speaks of the result of properly passing through
the trials of The
Philosophy of Spiritual Activity (becoming
able to reproduce the meaning content of the book out of our own
thinking, feeling and willing) as producing a condition of katharsis
(or purification) in the astral body. This purification is what
makes the soul (the astral body aspect) more permeable to the Light and
to the Life, and this forms the necessary basis out of which the Rite
of Initiation can later be enacted.
Every incarnate human being is thus
accompanied in the biography by a relevant Shadow (double-complex),
which is rich and just in its being and nature. We can begin to
observe the field of play of this being by studying (with scientific
objectivity) our own inwardness, especially the phenomena of thought.
Because of the laws of karma and reincarnation, the astral body
also contains (in addition to the ahrimanic and luciferic doubles) the
human double, we will explore this in more detail next.
In my writing I used to speak of the
human double as various kinds of egregorial beings. This is a
middle-ages term, and refers to a kind of self-generated psychic
parasite in the astral body (the heroin addict calls it: the monkey on my back - a quite suitable imagery). Such artificial
beings are created by our giving into a prompting of either or both of
the ahrimanic and luciferic doubles, except that the egregore requires
an almost rite like-repetition for its creation. The ritual by
which the heroin using shots up is such a rite.
The result of the rite is a kind of
forbidden pleasure (the payoff to the rite), and a kind of separation
occurs in the astral body such that the egregorial being becomes more
and more independent of the will of the I as the rite is repeated.
Steiner hinted at such beings in the last lecture of the cycle
called: Man as Symphony of the Creative Word, where he called them cancers or tumors of the soul.
I have taken to dropping the term
egregore, and replacing it with self-generated wound. I believe this is more accurate if we want our
conceptions about such matters to not only be true, but also good and
beautiful. Steiner also referred to such beings somewhat
indirectly when he described the processes of excarnation and
incarnation in a way that suggested that as the astral body expands
(excarnates) into the cosmos, it leaves behind pieces of itself, which
later during the incarnation process are picked up again.
Now such beings are of varying degrees of
harm. Many of us will have had the experience of driving on a
freeway, and because there was little traffic we let our minds go into
a kind of reverie, such that 20 miles down the road our ego
consciousness (our attention) returns from the day-dreaming with a kind
of shock that we did not at all notice what we did as a driver for the
lost time. Who drove the car while our conscious ego was
participating in the experience of reverie? A modern thinker,
using computer terminology, might speak of a sub-routine, which is not
entirely inaccurate since a sub-conscious habit was driving the
car.
We have many such sub-conscious habits
(physiologists also speak of muscle memory, as if the physical body
itself could self-direct its complicated activities). What else
is the training for certain dancers, gymnasts and others, but the
creation of a whole community of sub-conscious habits. Experience
in fact teaches us that many such activities require of the ego that it
not over-think the activity, otherwise we become awkward and clumsy.
Also, if we come to understand that the ego is much more than
where our I directs our attention at any given moment, we can see that
in the sub-conscious of the will are rather remarkable capacities.
It is really only in thinking that the
activity of the will can become the most conscious (see again In Joyous...).
Now as we know, the more dangerous and
problematic self-generated wounds (addiction, alcoholism, etc.) have in
the 20th Century become more treatable. A great aid came into
existence at the beginning of the most intense period of the Second
Coming of Christ in the Ethereal in 1933, when Bill W. was visited,
while detoxing in the hospital for the umpteenth time, by Christ in the
form of an angel, and the impetus was given for the later community
development of the 12 Steps. There is no present day spiritual
discipline better suited for healing self-generated wounds than the 12
Steps.
I'll not lay out the Steps here in
detail, but I will do a kind of overview, and point out their threefold
nature. The beginning gesture of the Steps is one of surrender.
We recognize our powerlessness before the self-generated wound
(the monkey on my back, my disease, demon rum etc.), and we turn to the
Divine Mystery (as we individually understand this - our spiritual
freedom remains fully intact) for help. Here is some Novalis
which touches this process quite directly:
The heart is the key to the world and of life.
We live in our helpless condition
in order to love, and be obliged to others.
Through imperfection we become ripe for the influence of others,
and this outside influence is the aim.
In illness we must be helped by others and only others can help us.
From this
point of view, Christ surely is the key of the world.
What actually happens in a spiritual
technical sense is that by our act of surrender the forces of the
Divine Feminine (which oversee, from the other side of the Eight Inner
Spheres of the Earth, the hierarchies of the left) are able to enter
for a time into the soul and stand in between the I and the
self-generated wound, as well as in between the I and the ahrimanic and
luciferic doubles as these through inner prosecution and temptation
encourage the flaw in our character that has led to the self-generated
wound. We surrender to our helpless condition, and in so humbling
ourselves make it possible for the soul to have enough embryonic purity
(humility) that the Mystery can come to our aid.
In the middle elements of this process we
enter into community. We confess to another. We admit
our flaws to the Divine, and we get ready to make amends to those we
have harmed. We start to shoulder, on our own, acts of
purification rooted in the slowly unfolding true humility.
In the final elements of this process we
then act in the social community world so as to transform our character
flaws, and build out of this a conscious spiritual practice that keeps
us awake in the moment to our next potential fall from grace. As
we do this it becomes less necessary for the Divine Feminine to provide
direct inner support, as long as we can remain on the path of humility
and service to others. The ego is strengthened in the very best
way (beginning with and remaining in: washing the feet). This process, which I call the elevation of the
spirit for the mastery of the soul is as follows: surrender,
entrance (naive membership) in the community of like
wounded and then becoming a self-transforming example and actor in
this same community.
Lets now look a little more deeply at the
ahrimanic double and inner prosecution (we hear in our inner voice the
repeating tape of: you are such a loser!).
This is not all the ahrimanic double does, for it is a kind of
cold and calculating intelligence. In fact, precisely because it
is so cold and calculating it has (in a way) a higher order intellect.
Heart-warmed thoughts are wise and generally far less clever in making
life decisions. Further, heart-warmed thoughts often selflessly
involve us with others, such that they often lead to troubles and
difficulties (see the film Pay it
Forward), whereas clever thoughts are quite
selfish and enable us to avoid more easily messy life situations.
Now in extremis, inner prosecution is
often accompanied by what we tend to call depression, using conventional psychological terms. We have
lost ourselves in self-negative feelings, and out of this inability to
control our life of feelings, the inner prosecutor (the
ahrimanic-double) is given a kind of free reign to provide us with
negative thoughts (remember from above the need to learn to control
thoughts). Here the problem involves the mastery of feelings.
The Shadow during much depression is in charge of the feeling
life (yes, there are physiological problems that can lead to
depression, but we need to learn to work within our own soul first,
before we turn to a pill. The pill can weaken the I, because it
fails to wake up within and then face the Shadow in the soul out of the
I's own forces.
By the way, do not go around giving
advice to any of your depressed friends, unless you have clearly
mastered the following practices yourself, and they (your friends)
already have a general spiritual understanding of their own life of
soul and spirit. What is being said here requires that it remain
within its necessary context, and if abstracted out of that context
will lead to harm.
In effect in much depression we are in
the grip of the ahrimanic double. Our life of feeling is not
mastered, nor are our thoughts within our control. Also remember
that this being is very clever, so one must begin by recognizing (as in
the 12 Steps) our fundamental helplessness. The best advice I
have ever practiced in this regard, apparently came from Dennis Klocek
(indirectly attributed to him through another), and involves
taking hold of our inner voice, and saying inwardly: Who are you?
This should be repeated two or three times, with the
accompanying thought (remember that context) that we are waking up
in the realm of soul and spirit and speaking to a being in the still somewhat inner darkness of ordinary
consciousness.
This being
cannot give us its name, and is compelled upon being asked to do so to
withdraw from its activity as a contributor to the state of depression.
Part of what is going on is that during depression we are
experience a related paralysis of the will. When we activate the
inner will by asking the question, we take from this being a power it
has tricked us into allowing it to have, which power really belongs to
us.
Don't expect immediate relief.
Feelings linger, and the depression (especially if quite strong)
will not fly away (unless a higher being intervenes, an experience I
have also had, but which requires petition - prayer - followed by grace
from above). Sometimes we just need to lie down, ask the question
a few times, and then rest. The being
must withdraw and the depression will lessen. At this point,
however, we are not yet done.
Just as in the 12 Steps, when during
surrender there arises a gap in between the I and the self-generated
wound, so the question (who are you?) creates a gap between the I and
the ahrimanic double (the inner prosecutor). Into this gap now we
must assert further inner activity. The best activity I have
found is to then consciously create a mental picture of this being
and its cohorts. I make a picture of three such beings (really
seeking thereby to effect the whole threefold double-complex, for these
tend to cooperate), imagining them being somewhat like the character
Gollum in Lord of the Rings, but which instead of being rounded in
shape are actually quite angular with very sharp features.
We imagine these beings kind of gleefully dancing, holding hands, and moving in a circle. Then to this picture we add something humorous. Perhaps we picture cold maple syrup pouring over these beings, making them slippery and causing them to pratfall. We, of course, don't want to imagine harm coming to them, but we do need to make an inner picture in which their activity is seen as quite silly and ineffectual. Maybe we picture that they get depressed and then start to eat all kinds of ice cream until they get sore of stomach because of the excess.
By this activity we have first dismissed
the being by asking the question and then second made a counter picture
to those negative self images the Shadow has been urging on us.
The final (or third step) is to become physically active.
We rise from the sofa or bed where we have lain down, and take up
some activity (cleaning is good, if we otherwise because of weather
can't go for a walk). Nature is certainly a good experience here,
or if we are housebound for some reason, then music, made by ourselves
(singing, playing a recorder, or listening to a CD). Something
like the Gregorian Chant music that was popular some years ago is also
helpful. Whatever choices we make, it is movement that is
essential.
The depression has paralyzed the will,
and now after we have first asserted the will inwardly by asking the
question and then developed it further by creating the humorous
counter-picture, we must then press this will gesture all the way into
the physical body and into movement. With the state of
depression lifted, the thoughts we need will come to us, and we can
return to life.
Next lets look at temptation, a principle
arena of the activity of the luciferic double. Again, this
temptation comes to us via our own inner voice, which we have, mostly
by habit and lack of development, allowed a kind of independence from
the I. Our attention is on listening to the tempting inner voice,
and not on control of thoughts or mastery of feelings. At the
same time we need to keep in mind that the luciferic double is also a
voice of a kind of wisdom. We sometimes need this wisdom in life,
even though it will tend to be a bit ungrounded. Luciferic wisdom
takes us off the Earth, while Ahrimanic cleverness drives too deep into
a mood of gravitas. Keep in mind also, that Steiner has said that
often the cure for Ahriman is Lucifer, and the cure for Lucifer is
Ahriman.
Essentially the same problems as above
apply, except that we are not generally depressed (although often in
states of depression we are more easily tempted). The root of the
temptation is generally a mood of soul. So lets come at this from
the problem of mastery
of feelings (something a bit different from control of thoughts). Obviously the six supplementary exercises are a
support here as well.
There is some imagery from the
middle-East, Persian or perhaps Sufi, which I have found useful in
understanding this problem. The soul and spirit can described as
consisting of a charioteer, a chariot and a horse. The charioteer
is the I. The chariot is the self constructed mental world - our
collection of ideas and concepts which we use to travel through life.
And, the horse is our feelings or emotions (e-motions).
The charioteer is most in balance when he has consciously created and maintained his chariot, and is able to tame and direct the energies of the horse (the mastery of feelings). As regards the chariot, we have the need to control thoughts, and to not be in bondage in the experience of an idea. As regards the horse, we have to be able to step aside from unredeemed (sub-conscious) feelings of antipathy and sympathy, and develop the ability to be able to replace these with cultivated feelings (such as reverence, equanimity etc.).
A temptation is generally a desire (which
Steiner speaks about from many directions in The
Philosophy of Spiritual Activity). It
is a want, perhaps experienced as a need: sex, hunger, revenge,
etc. Lets just work with hunger and sex, to keep things simple.
Hunger is often a need of the body, as is
sex. The I experiences the need, and in fact often identifies
with it, having already identified itself with the body. We
feel/think: I need food or sex (when it is really the body). In the Philosophy Steiner has put the question this way: Can I want what I
want? Can a desire be an act of will, or am I powerless before it?
His answer is that we can will what we
want, if we put before the want a
self chosen moral intuition. We put in front of the want, a
self-determined because. Not after the want, in front of the want.
Just like with depression, the first step is actually to create
the gap in between the want (the temptation) and the action. And
the same rules can apply. We experience the want, the temptation,
which will often appear in discursive thought as if our own inner voice
was saying: oh
boy, I was so good today with what I didn't eat at lunch, I can take my
dinner hunger and satisfy it with ice cream
(a friend of mine humorously calls this an ice crime).
If we notice the temptation, and then we
can say: Who are you? There is also an old folk remedy from Europe,
where we cross ourselves three times and spit over our left shoulder.
Of course there are all kinds of
temptations and desires, this is just an example. Lets look at
sex as well, since there is a lot in common with other inner soul
gestures that can make these questions of soul management (control of thoughts and
mastery of feelings) stand out.
Generally with sex and hunger we also
deal with inner pictures. These images are not insignificant.
Further, our culture through advertising is constantly
stimulating desire. This (sex) is a bit of a different problem
for men than for women. The temptation for men is to see a women
just as a women and not as an individual. A man wants to get
laid, and is often in-discriminant about who is the object of his
desire. The temptation for women is more of one toward immodesty
in dress and action.
The man is stimulated by the culture to
make women into sex objects, and the women is stimulated by the culture
to dress provocatively, forgetting that (or asleep to the fact that)
men are intoxicated by such stimulation (intoxication being a kind of
surrender of the I to the aroused passion). No one in these
circumstances is free, because they are in fact in bondage to the idea
(the related mental pictures), and mastered by the feelings instead of
being their master.
So the first problem as noted above is to
awake to the temptation. The second problem is to create a gap in
between the desire and the action, so that before it sparks across that
gap, a freely chosen moral choice can be inserted in the front of the
desire. Thinking can do this.
Again, since the chariot is relevant, we
can create an alternative mental picture to the one prompting the
desire. We can shift from a picture of an ice crime, to one of
another food choice, which our thinking helps us recognize as more
healthy. We can also try to self observe the feeling life which
has prompted the desire. We can then ask, where did this mood of
soul come from, and how can I substitute another mood (take the reigns
of the horse).
The most significant matter is to have in
our world view of our inner life a quite concrete and accurate
understanding of the relationship of the Shadow (the threefold
double-complex) to the I. With this understanding we now shift
the battle with evil into that realm were we are most able to meet it.
We understand that evil (and the good) enter into the world through us, and since this is the case, we are then able to meet
it, and render it impotent out of the own developing I.
As a corresponding element of this
understanding, we also need to recognize (as pointed out in the essays
above on the mote and the beam) that what we observe in the outer world
(the Stage Setting) is more beam than mote. Yes, we can in the
outer world oppose evil, but first we must master the beam (You hypocrite, first you must
get the beam out of your own eye, before you can help your bother with
his splinter).
Let us now return to the consideration of
Macro Evil, for one of the characteristics of the Stage Setting (the
cultural historical background to individual human biographies) is that
because the relationship between the opponents (Ahriman, Lucifer etc)
takes the shape of gloves within gloves within gloves giving thus a
general specific nature and character to the threefold
double-complex, a whole culture (even a Civilization) can be
turned in a certain direction because each individual double expresses
to a small degree the same time-related impulses originating in its
Hierarch (or ruler, such as Ahriman).
For example, scientific materialism (an
aspect of the Ahrimanic Deception) arises in Western humanity in large
part because the individual doubles are able to be coordinated, and
consists (in part) of inner temptations and prosecutions designed to
cause natural scientists (natural philosophers at the beginning of the
scientific age) to make the same (common) error of judgment. The
whole of Western Civilization pivots in the direction of a spiritless
(all matter no spirit) world view because the threefold double-complex
is moved in sync with this basic impulses originating in the realm
of the hierarchies of the left.
William Blake called the effect of this
generalized confusion: "single vision and Newton's sleep".
The natural scientist lost confidence in his senses (which Goethe
said never lie, only the judgment - discursive thinking moved out of
the sub-conscious - lies), and so the natural scientist believed
he could only find the truth of the world through instruments and
mathematics. Thus arose a spiritless world-view, which while
itself seems a terrible thing, was actually turned toward the good by Beings more powerful and wise than Ahriman and his minions.
In the stream of earthly world events, a
central theme is the evolution of consciousness. Humanity
evolves by being offered precise tasks in each cultural epoch.
While not every biography achieves what is offered it, at the
time it is offered, the possibility is always there. In terms of
the evolution of consciousness, the Ahrimanic Deception enabled
humanity to become (more or less) free of the Gods. The human
being was to feel spiritually alone, until bearing a hunger for a
return to the spirit, it awoke enough to being to strive once more for
reintegration. Even faith was to become arid and dead (thus the
appearance of spiritual materialism everywhere as a kind of rigid -
ahrimanized - dogmatic fundamentalism).
As we saw above in the essay on Methodology, the processes in the social that gave rise to the
potential for moral freedom (the development of individualism and the
loss of the cohesive nature of the family and community), were
accompanied by the effects of natural science and the industrial
revolution. The social effects of Ahriman's character, as
stamped on present day civilization, served the good - the evolution of
consciousness, by causing the I to have to stand on its own (leave its
childhood behind), and begin to draw from the deeper inner wells of its
nature a true - self-created - knowledge of the Good, or moral freedom
(see also above: The
Meaning of...).
Christ even told us to expect this
effect, when He said in the Gospels, Matthew
10:34-40: "Don't
think I came to cause peace across the land. I didn't come to
cause peace, I came to wield a sword, because I came to divide a man
against his father and a daughter against her mother and a bride
against her mother-in-law, and to make a man's servants his enemies.
Whoever prefers father or mother over me is not worthy of me; and
whoever prefers son or daughter over me is not worthy of me; and
whoever does not take his cross and follow after me is not worthy of
me. Whoever found his life will lose it, and the one who lost his
life because of me will find it. Whoever receives you receives
me, and whoever receives me, receives my Sender."
Rudolf Steiner called this effect of the
Christ Impulse: the loss of the blood ties that at one time bound us
into various forms of group soul.
This then is how we need to see (from
this point of view) the Mystery of Evil. Macro-evil, the Stage
Setting, is one aspect of the living and evolving social organism of
the whole world. It is context, not essence. Essence is
micro-evil, which occurs in individual human biographies in the nature
of the relationship of the I to the threefold double-complex - the
Shadow. The counter to the Shadow is the own I. We are the
key to the Mystery of Evil, for real evil (along with the good) only
enters the world through us. By unfolding within ourselves the
Christ Impulse (free moral grace via the Second Eucharist), we tame
evil and subdue it at the only point it has through which to enter the
social world.
Again and to conclude: "...the very purpose of our Fifth Post-Atlantean epoch is that man should become increasingly conscious of what takes effect through him in earthly existence." R. S. Lucifer and Ahriman [emphasis added] As well: You hypocrite, first you must get the beam out of your own eye, before you can help your bother with his splinter.